Oh let me tell you, these last 2 months have been less than memorable and quite frankly I'd rather keep them out of my mind for good. I started the year with one of the worst hangovers ever. I had promised myself "No hangovers" but nope, I just dove right in there and drank everything I could find. It was a lovely gathering in the open air and it was pretty cold but once it got started, it turned out to be quite quaint. What, in my opinion, made my hangover worse was the fact I had a certain someone with me who unfortunately spoke incessantly (about what I am not quite sure) and insisted on dropping his pants ever so often (every 5 mins). I mean what is it with some men and dropping their pants when they get drunk? Do you think we really want to see THAT if we're off our faces and feeling ever some what nauseated already? Anyway, the evening went without a glitch and we had a good laugh, but the following morning was hell on earth.
SO this is my advice to future me, less than a year from now; 1) You're 26, try to act your age. 2) Acting your age doesn't mean acting like grandma, but don't get caught drunker than most 18 year olds at the party. 3) Give up on younger men, you always say you don't date men your age cause they're immature, YET you end up with 22 year olds who can't hold their liquor.
I know that, as happens, I will read this advice, start off on the right foot but then let it slip after a month or two...in fact what I was just thinking at this very second was; "I need to get drunk on St. Patrick's Day". I will never learn! hahaha
I hope everyone had a good beginning to the year (I'm still waiting for mine to be honest) and if you didn't, Chin Up Kids and just remember there will always be a happy ending for us somewhere no matter what anyone says. I am usually one of those who doesn't believe in happy endings but I am also one to believe in dreaming and projecting a better future for ones self. So dream BIG because if your dreams don't scare you, you're not dreaming big enough :)
I leave you here for today with this thought; “A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.” // Oscar Wilde
