When the Universe gives you the finger...

I've said this many times...The Universe is one cold-hearted bitch who needs to get laid, but I still love her. Its like having a fight with your mum over some insignificant 'thing' or the incessant nagging, yet at the end of the day you still kiss her and say you love her.

So lets give the Universe a name shall we...I'll call her LOLA...that is a strong woman's name don't you think??? Big and strong waving her thick index finger and snapping Zs with that "Helll to the No" attitude, doing WHATEVER she likes, WHEN she likes, HOW she likes hahahaa.

Well Lola has been nudging me lately...did I say nudging? Ok I meant slapping me...in the back of my head...with the rings of Saturn.

Well, thing is this, a few weeks ago I was having a 'tiff' with someone by messages and when I saw it just couldn't have gotten any worse I just deleted all the messages to make sure I don't look at them in any way, but Lola had other ideas. I woke up the next morning and when I was looking through my phone I saw that I had a good 8 or 9 PHOTOS, screen shots, of the messages. Don't ask me how it happened cause I don't even know how to do that on my phone but it happened.

Same happened after a long discussion over friendship when the next day 2 quotes showed up on my daily horoscope, "When two friends become lovers it's love, but when two lovers become friends that's maturity." *Bang* "When two lovers become friends it either means they're still in love or never were from the start" *Bang Bang*, and there Lola blew on her smoking guns, smiled her wicked little smile, and walked off.

It's funny looking back on it cause we never see these things coming but when they happen, it's like one of those "the call is coming from inside the house" moments and you just realise it might just work out.

And a funny thing happened to another friend of mine just this week. But, a little bit of background information first. This girl has had this huge crush on a best-friend/ex-friend of hers whom she's known for a good part of 8 or 9 years. His {fake} name is Lenny and his favourite band is Coldplay, whom she used to love because of him.
Ok, so he had just walked into and stepped out of her life again (for the umpteenth time) and she was positive she was over him, until, Lola decided to give her the finger. She was teaching an English class and the listening section was about a Radio show and making dedications to someone, the song "just happened to be" Coldplays' 'Yellow' (his favourite song). Come the evening she was watching T.V. and her mum turned it to a channel to watch  a new series and it just so happened that one of the main characters was not only called Lenny, but had the exact same surname as well.

Is it our dear Lola telling us not to give up on these people?? Does she really want us to get hung up on them knowing too well that they're not worth our time and effort?? Or is she just kicking us when we're down??

Well what I tell you is, take notice of these things but don't give them too much importance because at the end of the day, we make our own destiny and Fate can go suck it for all I care, Lola too. And taking up from something a friend told me once, and it works, 'if you send good energy to the Universe, it will send it right back'.

So let me leave you with a thought for today; "Follow your bliss and the Universe will open doors where there were walls" // Joseph Campbell

And here's Max Black's 'Suck-It-Face' to prove it!!!

Till next time!!!! :D hahaahaha

All's well that ends with friendship?

How do we get ourselves into these things?? And I'm referring this question to all women here. We look at someone, think he looks decent and then refuse to believe our own heads when he turns out to be a total douche. Not only that but we let them infuriate us to such an extent that as soon as this IT opens its mouth to breathe...we want it to be his last.

• Ever felt that way about someone?? I feel you sister *Hugs*
• Never felt that way?? Either you're an amazon princess with no men present or you're on some good meds (tell me what you're on please)

It's true what they say, that as soon as you start hating a person, everything about them starts to annoy you, but this is too much!!

Hahahah I'm having quite a rant and I do apologize but this particular person even gets on my nerve endings' last nerve - if you know what I mean - but I just spent 4 hours fighting it out and decided we should just be friends. Now I ask you...can a guy and a girl who were just fooling around just be friends after it all?

NO I tell you NO!!! (I really should be taking this more seriously though hahahah)

In all honesty I've actually calmed down since I started writing this post...4 days have passed...and I feel as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, a boulder removed from my chest - words said and given away have served like a heimlich to every repressed feeling I might have had and I'm not suffocating on them anymore. It might also be the fact that I now have a way of describing IT - not a friendship, not a relationship and only a few conversations away from "Last Tango in Paris". hahahahaha and yes I laugh as I remember my mum's face while she was watching it with me the other night.

Well case stands that I cannot stay angry at this longer than a couple of hours, cause quite frankly I feel that after all said and done it was doomed right from the start even though I thought we'd be able to go through it without a glitch and very effortlessly we'd move on and smile at each other from opposite sides of the room remembering a smile, a laugh or a joke...nothing more...nothing less.

You might be thinking I'm a hopeless romantic right at this point, am I right? hahhaa Yes, I am. You're right. I'm a woman and I'm a hopeless romantic but I try to hide it. But I love myself and no one deserves to have me if they don't even try to bring out the best and worst in me.

Giving up is looking as quite an attractive option but I'll try and hold on a little longer and see how it goes...after all St Patrick's Day is round the co'ner and it's the friendliest night of the year so anything can happen ;)

So my thought for the day is; “Look for the heart in a man before you look at what he has.” // Jonathan Anthony Burkett.

Drink responsibly and be safe for St. Paddy's xx