All's well that ends with friendship?

How do we get ourselves into these things?? And I'm referring this question to all women here. We look at someone, think he looks decent and then refuse to believe our own heads when he turns out to be a total douche. Not only that but we let them infuriate us to such an extent that as soon as this IT opens its mouth to breathe...we want it to be his last.

• Ever felt that way about someone?? I feel you sister *Hugs*
• Never felt that way?? Either you're an amazon princess with no men present or you're on some good meds (tell me what you're on please)

It's true what they say, that as soon as you start hating a person, everything about them starts to annoy you, but this is too much!!

Hahahah I'm having quite a rant and I do apologize but this particular person even gets on my nerve endings' last nerve - if you know what I mean - but I just spent 4 hours fighting it out and decided we should just be friends. Now I ask you...can a guy and a girl who were just fooling around just be friends after it all?

NO I tell you NO!!! (I really should be taking this more seriously though hahahah)

In all honesty I've actually calmed down since I started writing this post...4 days have passed...and I feel as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, a boulder removed from my chest - words said and given away have served like a heimlich to every repressed feeling I might have had and I'm not suffocating on them anymore. It might also be the fact that I now have a way of describing IT - not a friendship, not a relationship and only a few conversations away from "Last Tango in Paris". hahahahaha and yes I laugh as I remember my mum's face while she was watching it with me the other night.

Well case stands that I cannot stay angry at this longer than a couple of hours, cause quite frankly I feel that after all said and done it was doomed right from the start even though I thought we'd be able to go through it without a glitch and very effortlessly we'd move on and smile at each other from opposite sides of the room remembering a smile, a laugh or a joke...nothing more...nothing less.

You might be thinking I'm a hopeless romantic right at this point, am I right? hahhaa Yes, I am. You're right. I'm a woman and I'm a hopeless romantic but I try to hide it. But I love myself and no one deserves to have me if they don't even try to bring out the best and worst in me.

Giving up is looking as quite an attractive option but I'll try and hold on a little longer and see how it goes...after all St Patrick's Day is round the co'ner and it's the friendliest night of the year so anything can happen ;)

So my thought for the day is; “Look for the heart in a man before you look at what he has.” // Jonathan Anthony Burkett.

Drink responsibly and be safe for St. Paddy's xx